A Precious Moment

An unwelcomed news..

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Sun, 17 May 2009 05:20:00 GMT

今天一大清早都还没睡醒。。突然间电话响起了。。还以为是谁那么无聊这么早打来。这么知道一看来电显示的原来是我姐姐。还以为她只是达赖将一些无聊的话。没想到会是一个不想听到的消息。她打来找马迷，我只回答她我不知道她去了那里。然后。。姐她问了我一个问题,"你知道爸进了医院吗?"

我吓到了一下。。不知道该做些什么。现在，妈又还没回来。我只能等待他们的消息。什么都帮不了。希望好消息回到我手上吧。希望天父会保佑爸爸。

~正在为爸爸祈祷的女儿~

会有那么一天

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Sat, 02 May 2009 02:04:00 GMT

读者读者书突然又想到昨天一个朋友告诉我他喜欢的林俊杰的一首歌。。其实当他告诉我的时候，我已经有点感动而差点流泪了。。但我也陈宫忍住不让那眼泪掉出来。

突然间好想听听那首歌，就去找。。。那故事真的很感人啊。。。终于，我的眼泪已经忍不住了。。那首歌的歌词是一个很感人的故事。。。说的是他啊嘛（婆婆）和爷爷的爱情故事但其实让我最感动的是他爷爷对着她婆婆说了的那些话。。人生重要经过生离死别但却让人觉得很伤心。所以一定要好好珍惜身边的每一个人。

这是那首歌的歌词：

一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱她那么多
他们感情很深
当时爷爷身负重任…
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你
夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流
轻声说道

Is He Really the Right One?

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 08:53:00 GMT

(Day 1) Since the day we started, I've been wondering.."Are we going to be together for long? Is this going to be a long relationship?" I don't know..I have no idea about it at all..but one thing for sure..I can really feel his love and I really do appreciate it alot.

(Day 2) Soon, he'll be moving to another place..no choice as it is for study purpose..so, we'll be separated far away. We might be meeting only once in a month?or..lesser? I don't know..but it's okay as long as we have faith for each other right?but...still..I'm just a normal human. I will think the negative side too. There's still some questions in my mind.."will he stay faithful?will he lie or hide anything from me?"..I really had no idea at all..I am just afraid. What can I do anyway? It's all out of my control.. Well, maybe I'll just leave it to God to decide. Perhaps it's a test for us.. If that is it, I'll certainly show my best in this test!

(Day 2 pt2) 你真的愿意为了我而改变吗？这让我觉得很安慰却同时又让我觉得自己很自私。为了我，你没得做自己想做的事。。可是我只是不想你做些对自己身体有害的是啊。。但每一次看见你痛苦的样子，我也会觉得很难过但我不能心软。如果不是因为在乎你，我也不会这么在意的啊。。真的很抱歉。。。对不起。。

Car Crash!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 15:21:00 GMT

It was on a rainy friday night. 19th December 2008, around 11pm at Jalan Pasir Puteh. It happened at the junction opposite Mun Cheong Restaurant at Pasir Puteh. The traffic light was not functioning and we(Patrick and me) did not realise it actually. He was driving at a speed about 70 to 80 km/h according to him. We were actually following other vehicles infront of us as we both thought that it was green and its our turn to go. Then, the car infront of us suddenly speed and when we realise that car coming from the left across us, it's already rite infront of us. Patrick tried his best to stop but its too late. Our car crashed into the Malay man's car. It was a greyish Gen2 with a KL registration number. The front part of Patrick's car bang into the right back door of the Gen2. Right after we bang into it, both our car swayed 180 degrees back. This is the most serious car crash I've ever got involved in. Luckily, nobody was injured.

Here's a picture of how's Patrick's car got..and..you can see the small pieces on the road. They are all from Patrick's car. I felt so sorry for it!

Rebonding!!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 Dec 2008 18:32:00 GMT

Too bored doing maths??haha..keebeng found sumting interesting in peiting's room. Guess what.. It's a hair straightener! Haha.. I just washed my hair. So,he gotta wait for my hair to be dry as I'm the only one who didn't have my hair rebonded and my hair is long enough. After an hour or more, my hair is finally dry. Haha.. And he starts ironing and ironing. I'm so afraid that my hair will be damaged. swt... Anyway, I guess it's okay if I only do this once in a blue moon, right?

Haha.. Well, besides me, keebeng never forget to iron his own hair too. Haha.. He wanted to do it for so long. Here's a picture we took together and some of his pictures. He only iron his fringe anyway.

My "hair-dresser"!! Haha!!

9th November 2008

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 15:33:00 GMT

This year's birthday might be a starting of my adulthood. There's reason why do I think like that. No more celebration. No more presents. Just wishes.. In a positive way of thinking, at least people still remember or even if they just saw it from the birthday reminder in friendster, at least they are sincere when they wish me. I should be thankful for that. On the other side, my birthday never seem to be anything special anymore though I never really celebrate it before in previous years..at least, I have lots and lots of presents from my friends. This year, I had a small litle celebration with some of my housemates though it's already after 12. Haha!! I told them I did not celebrate it this year. That's why..Hahaha!! Actually, I don't have the feeling like it's my birthday on the day of my birthday this year..kinda funny but..I just don't know why.

Kiss The Rain

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 15:02:00 GMT

My godbrother called and talked to me..just in time when I need someone here to distract me. And he recommended this song to me..It's really nice! He told me that he's addicted to it. And I actually cried when I listen to it..perhaps..it's because of some other reason.. He played the song for me to listen through the phone and asked me to search for it through youtube as it's not that clear if I were to just listen to it through the phone. I found the video and I actually find it very sweet!

This is the link of the song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mh6yen4Il9Y&feature=related

A happy day filled!!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 02:22:00 GMT

Today is the day I have my whole day filed with friends!! Hehe.. I'm feeling so so so happy! Woke up around 10, prepared and cycled to campus around 12. Attended Public Speaking class from 12.30pm to 2pm. It was fun, the 5 minutes speeches were mostly very interesting. The best was the one about breakdance. The way he presented was good and I really do love his slides. The backgrounds are interesting and yet the words can be seen clearly and it do not look messy at all although he has different backgrounds. Many of our classmates from other tutorial groups came and join our class to support their friends. I was so lucky that it wasn't my presentation day or I'll be very very nervous for sure. Haha.. And after the class, we went to have our lunch at the cafeteria during the 1 hour break as we still have another class at 3. This wasn't really a nice part of my day. We have to move to another table far away and have alot of flies around because a lady asked us to move our place as they are going to clean up the tables. It's actually because the food we bought are not from their stall,and we sat at a table infront of their stall, that is the reason she asked us to move. After eating, we walked to one of the lecture hall at another block to attend our Mathematics lecture. The lecture was on for an hour. Then, I went to get some cash from the ATM machine and thought of going back after that. Coincidently, the Biology students are going to have their test today at the lecture hall at 4.30pm. So,there were quite a number of them waiting outside already, reading while waiting before the test. I chatted to some of them and wished them luck! And then only I went cycling back home. Not long after I'm back, I went out to have dinner with some friends. Had a great time though..It rained! When I cycle back then it was actually raining. So, I'm all wet of coures! I went to chat with one of my housemates. She then said that she was bored. And I suddenly thought of meetoto..which is a site for people to sing or present anything they want that is interesting in 5 minutes time. We actually sang in different rooms in the site for about 4 hours. I was really happy when there's somebody giving supports. I came back to my room and instant messaged with my friends for a while and then went to take my shower. After the shower, I followed my friend to the mamak stall to have supper because I was really really hungry. It was around 12 when I went out but we came back at around 2. Wow! I din know that we went out for so long. And I'm really really tired now. I'm so happy that my day is fully filled today!! Thanks friends! Good night! I'm still having replacement class at 9am!! I've only about 4 hours to sleep.. Hehe!!

GTL=Great Teacher LeeCH!!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 16:35:00 GMT

Wow!!I really can't believe this! He's really just too great!! It seems like he knows everything.. He was my Physics lecturer..and he was so good in it. He can always just simply come up with a question and he can get the answer before you and he calculates everything just in his mind! Then, he once took over our Math tutorial class when the tutor was absent. He was good in it too but we were'nt that surprise actually as he was so great in Physics, it's normal if he's good in Math. The surprising thing is that..we saw him teaching PROGRAMMING today!!!If he can teach programming, he can surely teach Computer Studies as well. WOW!! Amazing! Not only that, my friend actually told me that he can even teach ECONOMICS! Some of them went to ask him about the assignment last semester and he can actually teach them Economics.. I was really surprised! He's so great! Really admire him alot!!! Mr Lee is surely the best!!

Girls are always girls..

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 15:19:00 GMT

Actually..they are not that hard to understand.. Do you think in a way that she likes cool stuffs..and if you approach her..to persuade her with an old method will make her feel like you are old-fashioned and she won't accept it? NO!pls don't think that way..although she might act like she never bother about it, but deep inside..she's actually happy..and could be very very happy! Those little things you do..like..giving her a small present even when there's no event, giving her a flower or even just by saying something sweet to her! It's already enough to make her happy.. And once in a while, try to give her a surprise..and it just happened to fail, try again! Haha!! She will love it for sure! I'm sure you'll like it even if you're a boy, right?

Sorry for my language might be quite confusing..I know..but..I've tried my best to deliver this msg..Haha!!

Tagged by Zachariah!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 10:27:00 GMT

Instructions

Remove 1 question (any from below) and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions.
Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
NO BACK TAG!!!

1. What are your nickname
~suequin,sue,quin,quinny,quin quin,squid..

2. What is your favourite thing to do

shopping!!

3. If you have super power, what will you do?

control ppl's mind..wahaha!!

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?

yea..

5. What are you afraid to lose the most?

loved ones..

6. What do you feel like doing right now?

sleep..

7. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

erm..mayb ler..but most prob won't lor..

8. List out 3 goods points of the person who tagged you!

leng zhai
loyal
smart

9. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

love of coz..

10. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?

backstabbers..

11. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

erm..duno..

12. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?

happy of coz..

13. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

erm..self-centered?haha..

14. Current status?

IM status: online
Health status: not too gud..
Academic status: down the drain..

15. What is the one thing you love about yourself?

can be really romantic if i want..too bad im not a guy..

16. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?

him..lolz..

17. When was the last time you got embarresed and how?

err..juz now?hahaha..get out of the lift at a wrong time..lolz..

18. Who are the important people in your life?

frens n family n ahemm..hahaha..but definitely not the ppl hu r trying to ruin my life..haha!!

19. What if the one you love doesn't love you at all or doesn't have any crush on you?

erm..den i will give up lor..haha..

Person who i tagged:

1. Weng Sum

2. Aaron

3. Daniel

4. Jemy

5. -

6. -

7. -

8. -

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 09:47:00 GMT

I thought that I'll be lonely this week. Thought that I would have to spend all my time alone. Eating alone and finishing my works alone. I'm so glad to have my friends with me. They try their best to fill up my time. They try to come to me and fill in my loneliness..work hard together..finishing our homework..haha!! And I appreciated that they actually let me join in for dinner. Because I might not eat if I'm going to eat alone. Haha!! I know it's not good..but I dun really have appetite when I eat alone. When you eat, it's not actually the food but the people. When you have someone you love or even just a good friend, it will still be a great meal even if you eat something inexpensive. It's the feeling, the environment,the people... I'm actually really glad to have them as my friends..coz..they really do care..even if they are just going to pass by in my life, I'm still very very glad that I once have such friends with me! I really do appreciate these angels that God sent to me..

Bad day!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 13:19:00 GMT

Today is quite an unlucky day for me. My eye never swell this bad for a very long time until today! I was in the library doing my homework as my friends were sleeping. Then, my right eye was a little itchy. I only rubbed it lightly as I don't want it to get red and swell. I continue doing my homework but then I felt my eye was very watery and irritated. I can feel the swell. So, I went to the toilet to look at the mirror hoping it's not that serious. I was shocked when I saw my eyes were very red n swell badly. I tried to get water from the sinks but there wasn't water supply at all! That was really bad! Then, I took all my stuff and walked to the toilet in the cafeteria. I dare not look up on my way there. I do not want to scare anyone and I was afraid that it would get others infected. Luckily there's water supply in that toilet. So, I quickly wash my eye and walked back to the library. Then I saw 1 of my friends earlier who was sleeping, outside the library. Since that I had a long break, I followed him to the cafeteria to have lunch as I hadn't take my lunch yet at that time and I was a little hungry too. At the cafeteria, we saw another friend and sat with him. He saw my eye red and swelling. He offered to buy me the eye lubricant after I told him about it. I was really thankful to him! He go such a long way to help me get it. If it's not him, my eye will be very irritated and uncomfortable for even longer. Lucky to have such a good friend. The unlucky thing is that my eye got infected, then my bag's zip spoilt, and it was drizzling when I was on my way back home from the campus..then I couldn't get to have my dinner outside because I thought that it would rain continuously like yesterday! So, I only had an apple..and I don't even know if I'm going to have anything later. At least I get to know that I have some friends that really concern about me. Thank GOD for HIS angels!!

Treat others as how you want to be treated!

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 12:24:00 GMT

Hmm...I always thought that if you treat people good, they will treat u better as I was told long ago that "treat others as how the way you want to be treated"..but sometimes, the little naughty girl still comes back..as I'm the youngest in the family. So, everyone is protecting me and spoiling me in a way and this is actually not a good thing I know..Haha..I can say whatever I want and do whatever I like. I was seldom being blame by the adults. So, I don't really learn a lesson. Well, talking about treating other as how you want to be treated..I didn't knew it..that if you don't mind being treated such a way means that they can accept it too. I never realise that having a friend that is being too sensitive is causing me problems. I only knew that we argued but we were friends again after that. I always try to be patient and swallow my dissatisfaction..just because I know that nobody is perfect and I have to bare with it. Until one day, when we're going to end our school life soon, I finally get fed up! It's enough after all these years! Enough of that! She love to tease others..and yet..when people teases her back..she gets angry. Come on! You don't always win! Just don't take it easily and don't do that to them if you don't even like it. Its not that it's something u can't control..like your feelings or what. Its just your attitude..And also the same person, who was a friend of mine, another thing that I really hate about her..she's like always acting like she's a very great counsellor or what. She always tells you the principles of life, what's wrong with your attitude and how should you change and etc..but..she herself didn't do it. That's not even the worst thing yet, it seems like she accepts it when you tell her she should change her attitude or what but you can see that she actually dislikes it. I don't really know how to describe that..but..I just don't like that. Its like..if you don't like to be told of what to do, why do you like to search for people's mistakes?? Oh, I forgot to say that..since after the day that I was fed up with her that I got scolded by her juz because of a little teasing, I never even talked to her until today! Hahaha.. But if you ask me if I'm still angry with her, I would tell you NO..I actually forgave her long ago. I'm very easy in forgiving people if its no big deal. I'm not that..err..i duno what you call it..arrgghh..forget it then..lolz..

And another friend I have, she's really good in digging others' secrets. She can easily convince you and you will trust her and finally tells your secrets to her. Well, its okay actually if she never tells out to other people. That is the worst part..that she actually tells oit out to others. I was one of her victim. Haha.. I've got into the trouble a few times and after that, I never trust her anymore. I never tell any of my secrets to her anymore after that. I never even tell her even if it's not a secret. Not only that, she create stories if she got into trouble to get forgiveness from people. I was cheated too and forgave her then. I only got to know it when I asked another friend of mine about it, who she actually blamed everything on in her STORY.. Well, it really got me into BIG trouble before that. A story suddenly came up and I was the bad character in it. I only get to escape from those problems when a friend of mine came up and explain the truth. So, she who was the creator of the story, felt guilty and apologized to me. And to get me forgive her, she create another story which involve another friend of mine from another school, into it by blaming everything on that friend of mine. I did forgive her but I actually had a bad perspective on him after that until we got closer later and we talked back about it. Anyway, I won't blame her anymore. I will be friends with her again if we have a chance as we seem to have lost contact after secondary. It's just that, I won't let myself be so close to her anymore. I don't want the histories to be repeated.

About the friends I have now in university, the best thing about them is that they're fun! I can say whatever I want and they won't be angry as they do teases me back. I will just take it as a joke. There will be no fun if we're all too serious. Then, it won't be fun if I just tease them and never let them tease me back. Maybe these friends do spoil me too.. Haha.. that is why I say that the naughty girl comes back at times..because sometimes, I never actually think that much before speaking. lolz.. So lucky that my friends don't get angry easily like those I used to have in my past. Hmm..I do have many good friends in my past too!! I really do love them alot! And misses them most of the time!

Is it possible?

sue_dt@hotmail.com — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 06:13:00 GMT

I don't know when will I get her back..but..it seems like..quite impossible. I tried very hard..but..where is she? Where have she been? Willl she be back? I really want to get her back..I want to be my old self. She was the happiest person on the earth! Even if nobody else loved her or even hated her, she knew..she surely knew that there will be a guy that will protect and love her with all his heart! And she willl be happy with that..it can already satisfy her. She felt like she's the happiest person on the earth. Will it be posssible for her to come back?